Eleutherophobia

2009-10-14T22:42:00.001+08:00

2009-10-06T04:39:00.001+08:00

2009-09-15T18:03:00.000+08:00

2009-09-14T16:21:00.000+08:00

never was i a fan of muse, but this album is worth the money

2009-09-09T00:39:00.001+08:00

Rick Owens Tokyo Store

2009-09-03T14:51:00.000+08:00

2009-08-31T15:11:00.003+08:00

ask anything, here (i'll post my reply on actappalled, if there's any)

2009-08-31T06:04:00.000+08:00

2009-08-27T14:27:00.000+08:00

. How are you? It’s about 3 in the afternoon. I think you’re probably still at school. I stayed home today. I took a personal day. I wanted to finish up some creative projects and stuff that I’ve been working on around here. Nothing to do with you or anything…

So I’m sorry, real sorry I missed you. I was hoping to get you on the phone. Haven’t talked to you in awhile, and I just kind of wanted to speak to you at some point. You know, last time I think we spoke we both said some really nasty things that neither of us meant. You know like, when you broke up with me and everything, on my b-day.

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yeah..

2009-08-26T01:07:00.000+08:00

2009-08-25T02:13:00.000+08:00

if it means a lot to you

2009-08-20T22:16:00.001+08:00

Is this pain going to take control of me / You
have to be with me / God in your power could
you make some sense of this / I'm fighting for
you only / God if I crumble could you take me
back to forever / So I could love you beyond
this / So I could love you beyond this...

2009-08-19T02:41:00.002+08:00

cool shit

2009-08-17T00:04:00.000+08:00

just fucking awesome.. serious

2009-08-15T01:04:00.000+08:00

anticipating Saosin's second full length album!

2009-08-10T13:01:00.000+08:00

2009-08-09T13:55:00.000+08:00

2009-08-03T22:26:00.000+08:00

tell her i've built a home, and i built it for us

2009-07-24T00:59:00.001+08:00

disrespect your surroundings!

2009-07-24T00:14:00.000+08:00

2009-07-23T01:19:00.000+08:00

sanch's "TYGER, TYGER"

2009-07-19T01:01:00.002+08:00

awesome

2009-07-18T15:48:00.001+08:00

2009-07-16T23:19:00.001+08:00

“i have no idea what’s going on right now. seriously. what’s going on right now? the world feels like a big secret. like thin ice i’m walking on. not sure where to go next, what to do, who is who, what is up or down. just the ocean, the brackish water mixing at the inlet. that’s the only truth i know

every time i think i get it there’s so much more revealed. is that how it ends, or do you actually get it, eventually? i’m not stopping, but

‘i don’t know much’ “

2009-07-16T22:47:00.001+08:00

happy birthday ric

2009-07-16T00:06:00.001+08:00

2009-07-15T13:52:00.001+08:00

hours

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2009-07-14T22:13:00.000+08:00

machinedrum

2009-07-14T00:32:00.001+08:00

nothing happens by chance

2009-07-13T00:24:00.001+08:00

2009-07-12T04:09:00.000+08:00

2009-07-11T02:10:00.001+08:00

2009-07-11T01:39:00.001+08:00

she was damn awesome at home club just now, srsly

2009-07-11T00:50:00.000+08:00

2009-07-10T01:06:00.000+08:00

ha ha

2009-07-07T01:31:00.000+08:00

2009-07-05T17:01:00.001+08:00

2009-07-03T23:57:00.000+08:00

Death Cab For Cutie - Grapevine Fires from Jose Vanaclocha on Vimeo.

2009-07-01T19:06:00.001+08:00

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2009-06-28T03:24:00.001+08:00

2009-06-27T00:39:00.002+08:00

i miss you.

2009-06-26T12:34:00.001+08:00

haha ben gibbard covering mj's thriller. RIP MJ.

2009-06-26T02:03:00.001+08:00

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2009-06-23T01:51:00.001+08:00

2009-06-23T00:37:00.003+08:00

Max Dworkin

2009-06-21T13:12:00.003+08:00

2009-06-13T12:55:00.000+08:00

I've become the simple souvenir of someone's kill,
and like the sea i'm constantly changing from calm to ill,
madness fills my heart and soul,
as if the great divide could swallow me whole,
oh how i'm breaking down.

Someone come and,
someone come and save my life.
Maybe i'll sleep when I am dead,
but now it's like the night is taking sides.
And all the worries that occupy the back of my mind,
could it be this misery will suffice?

2009-06-12T14:27:00.001+08:00

“It’s kind of easy when you’ve got nothing, because nothing can’t be taken away from you.”

2009-06-10T03:06:00.003+08:00

and feel the warmth i've been waiting for so long

2009-06-06T02:08:00.000+08:00

2009-06-02T18:52:00.001+08:00

2009-05-31T01:49:00.000+08:00

2009-05-24T03:27:00.000+08:00

the way i feel inside

2009-05-19T21:25:00.001+08:00

2009-05-18T21:48:00.000+08:00

2009-05-18T00:55:00.000+08:00

2009-05-17T01:42:00.000+08:00

the rest are up on facebook :-)

2009-05-17T00:58:00.000+08:00

2009-05-14T22:42:00.000+08:00

2009-05-14T21:49:00.001+08:00

“You said I love you like the stars above I’ll love you till I die”

2009-05-13T21:05:00.003+08:00

2009-05-13T20:04:00.000+08:00

swallow people whole

from the manger to the morgue, strangers are born and reborn. giving birth to the wages of sin, and claiming it came from within. within me there’s a gaping hole and it seems i’m last to know. and no one, can fill this empty space that i’ve been pacing in. i fell in love with a with an empty place but i want change, but i won’t change. i can’t feel a thing. the pins and needles sing…

“i can say it but i won’t mean a thing because i know you’ll fall for each and every pretty word i sing.”

spirits spin around me once more. sin if you sing the overture that lulls me back to sleep. i swear i’m yours to keep. consumed with consuming, and soon i’ll swallow people whole. i’ll have back what strangers stole.

if i can’t find my happiness, i’ll soon devour yours. i’ll sing your weary head to rest with my overture because i fell in love with that empty space. but i want yours. i want yours.

for it i fell. for it i fell so fast. for it i fell so hard. for it i fell so fast. for it i fell, i fell for it.

2009-05-12T20:27:00.002+08:00

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2009-05-08T15:16:00.000+08:00

2009-05-07T17:41:00.003+08:00

selling @ $50, leave a comment or add me on msn puntarrttt@gmail.com thx

2009-05-05T02:10:00.000+08:00

i don't really have much to say except that.. school's great even though i'm down with two projects and countless assignments.

life's good, i guess?

2009-05-02T05:21:00.001+08:00

2009-04-29T23:53:00.000+08:00

2009-04-27T22:17:00.001+08:00

Au Revoir Simone "Fallen Snow" music video from Jason Drakeford on Vimeo.

2009-04-27T20:50:00.002+08:00

2009-04-26T03:16:00.002+08:00

deck got ran over by a cab.

weird jamming session.

didn't really do much at nlb.

neon green creepy crawlies on my shirt.

fuck.

2009-04-22T21:34:00.000+08:00

hi friends i bought my macbook today :-)

2009-04-21T00:48:00.000+08:00

But you don't ask for no diamond rings, no delicate string of pearls,
That's why I wrote this song to sing, my beautiful girl

first day of school was awesome!~

2009-04-19T01:24:00.003+08:00

2009-04-18T02:13:00.000+08:00

2009-04-16T20:44:00.000+08:00

2009-04-15T02:19:00.000+08:00

orientation camp till friday :-/.. gnight

2009-04-13T06:12:00.003+08:00

if there's a chance for you to tell, or say something about me,

what would it be?

(yeh it's for anyone, everyone, you can leave a comment, send me a message on facebook, IM me or something, haha anything)

2009-04-11T01:15:00.000+08:00

hahahaha

2009-04-08T22:04:00.000+08:00

A denial, a denial
A denial, a denial
A denial, a denial
A denial, a denial
A denial!

2009-04-05T18:16:00.001+08:00

2009-04-05T17:58:00.009+08:00

2009-04-01T23:57:00.001+08:00

in regards to my(fucking)self

wake up my god this is not a test, and it's not too late to come clean. get it off your chest. so steady your hand before your face and concentrate. there's got to be some stable ground left to walk on.

so tear another page from the book. are you asleep or just alone? clear this room from your lungs and pull yourself together man.

on your back, you're sleeping in a bed of shame. let the light breathe some new life into this room

it's what keeps you coming back. made up of insatiable taste, bury your head in your hands and sink into yourself.

just what are you so afraid of? you're staring truth in the face, so come on down.

you're busy living now aren't you? no. you're busy making vows, you're coming unglued. time is shorter than you know. i know the light is blinding to the naked eye, so why don't you take steps away from being alone, i swear it's not too late for you..

it's all worth reaching for the hand to pull you out. wake up and step outside your box. wake up

2009-03-30T17:07:00.001+08:00

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2009-03-27T10:00:00.000+08:00

haha, PlayRadioPlay! live on stickam about an hour ago. fucking, amazing.

2009-03-24T01:57:00.001+08:00

2009-03-23T02:55:00.001+08:00

typewriterblues

2009-03-20T03:08:00.004+08:00

I cross my heart and hope to die

before I have the chance to lie to you,

My dear, who I wish no harm,

but I know in the end this will turn out wrong,

See I’ve been known to fall in love,

but sometimes love just is not enough,

My heart will stray before too long,

so please forgive me for when I sing this song.

(on a lighter note..)
TGIFRIIIDAYYYY!!