woah i'm probably going to die this time round cause mob and econs next (fxcking) week and i swear.. i swear i'm not ready for them. it's not like i haven't been doing my revisions. i've covered the whole of econs, yes. but applying the theoretical aspect of econs into the case studies are seriously a pain in the ass. i.am.scared.to.death

anyway, haven't had enough sleep for one reason or another. i want to get over and done with promos cause it's killing me. and everyone esle (i guess). i should stop wasting time doing shit that won't benefit me at all. i have all the time after promos. two weeks, two weeks.

on a different note, it sucks to be there for someone, without fail, but they second guess being there for you when you need it most. and when the going gets tough, they second guess, and question,  when all you need is to know that they are on your side hundred percent. oh god, is there anything i could do to turn things around. 

don't we all just wanna feel alive?