g'morning it's 7:13am and i'm up not because i'm up early but it's because i can't fxcking sleep. been trying to sleep since 4 in the morning but turns out to be an epic failure now that i'm feeling very very hungry i think i shall just give up on trying to go to bed already. it sucks, really.

anyway i've been doing the same shit everyday, like wake up and then maybe go online or meet up with friends or something. and then back home near midnight, spend some time playing the guitar, play a little bit of combat arms and then try to sleep. i've got nothing to look forward to everyday thus life is getting a little bit, like a routine.

i think i should start doing something more productive like studying since school is like a month away but ah fxck i dunno. and i realised that i'm turning eighteen in about three months from now and i'm not really looking forward to it because i want to be seventeen forever bye.