i think i'll start it over, where no one knows my name

i just got back from malaysia. it wasnt really fun but, i kinda had a good time. i love long trips. i'm very tired but i cant sleep. i wanted to meet up with kelana just now but i kinda changed my mind cause im exhausted, i dont have money, and i still wanna go out next friday to baybeats. now im alone at home with my sister cause my parents went to my uncle's house for some urgent, meeting.

okay im exhausted, i shall leave you with lyrics from What if by Coldplay.

What if there was no light.
Nothing wrong, nothing right.
What if there was no time?
And no reason or rhyme?
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there by your side.
That you don't want me there in your life.

What if I got it wrong?
And no poem or song..
Could put right what I got wrong,
Or make you feel I belong
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there by your side
That you don't want me there in your life.

Oooooh, that's right
Let's take a break jump over the side
Oooooh, that's right
How can you know it if you don't even try?
Oooooh, that's right

Every step that you take
Could be your biggest mistake
It could bend or it could break
But that's the risk that you take
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there in your life.
That you don't want me there by your side.

Oooooh, that's right
Let's take a breath jump over the side.
Oooooh, that's right
How can you know it when you don't even try?
Oooooh, that's right