i'm a 

lone protester

death cab for qt

i'm lucky to get tickets for death cab's concert, i guess. i can't wait!! wanted to get the 128 one at first, but they were sold out in less than 4 hours since the ticket sales started, so yeh, bummer. 

something's bothering me. something about a friend. it sucks to know that some sh!t is going on but you can do nothing about it. he's a twat. i think i'll just let him continue doing whatever he's doing now and let's just hope that one day, he'll realize that he's acting like a total twat and stop whatever he's doing. he's not the only one to blame though cause the girl's another, tw4t.

art paper on friday, i have nothing much to study for art so exam's pretty much over. no school from monday to thursday. i'll prolly waste my life away like how i did during the june holidays. floorball yesterday reminds me of how lazy i've been the past one month. i need to start jogging, all over again. 

oh death cab for cutie, i really really can't wait. narrow stairs sounds different from their previous albums though. i think plans and transatlanticism is t3h b3st. 

ciao, i miss you

whoosh

i'm having my mid year exams now, and i must say that the papers are surprisingly manageable. i'm not saying that i'll get distinctions but hopefully, i'll get something better than just a sub-pass or a pass? haven't been sleeping well these few days, really. but i managed to get some decent sleep right after economics paper since i don't take math so i was home by what, 11 30? slept for 5 hours, while everyone's dying in the school hall doing math. heehee

okay other than mid years life's been pretty good, although it feels weird as hell with freaking short hair with slope but ah it's ok, i'm fine with it. it'll grow, yknow. i don't know if i should go to festival for a future next sunday, that'll be twenty bucks. i need to save up for death cab for cutie also. and i need to get new school shoes cause my jack purcell prolly looks too, horrible now.

i need a new bag

When everything is lonely
I can be my own best friend
Get a coffee and the paper
Have my own conversations
With the sidewalk and the pigeons
And my window reflection

endings

They came to sit & dangle their feet off the edge of the world & after awhile they forgot everything but the good & true things they would do someday.

My conversation has run dry
Thats whats going on

Personality Test

Groundbreaking Thinkers are charming, enthusiastic persons. They really bubble over with energy and like to take centre stage. They love variety both professionally and privately. Groundbreaking Thinkers tackle changes consistently with their optimism and firm belief in their own abilities; they are always on the look-out for improvement possibilities. Their excellent communication skills are of great advantage to them here. They approach the world with curiosity and openness and master new situations with a great deal of talent for improvising and with resourcefulness. Their spare time is taken up with a large number of hobbies; most Groundbreaking Thinkers like to travel in order to gather as many different impressions as possible. This personality type is unbeatable at discovering new possibilities.

In their work, Groundbreaking Thinkers highly rate challenges and diversified tasks. They cannot stand routine and too detailed work. They love to astound others with bold ideas for an original, new project and then leave it up to the others to implement them. Hierarchies, rules and regulations arouse their opposition and they love outsmarting the system. It is vital to them that they enjoy their work; if this is the case, they quickly become pure workaholics. Their creativity best takes effect when they work independently; but they are very good at motivating others and infecting them with their optimistic nature. Conceptual or advisory activities appeal especially to Groundbreaking Thinkers. It can happen that some people feel somewhat duped by their flexible, spontaneous nature.

Their sociability and enterprise ensure that Groundbreaking Thinkers always have a large circle of friends and acquaintances in which activity plays an important role. As they are mostly in a good mood, they are popular and very welcome guests. Grumbling and peevishness are unknown to them. However, they do tend to be a little erratic and unstable when it comes to obligations and this makes them appear to be unreliable to some. Groundbreaking Thinkers are very critical and demanding when it comes to picking a partner because they look for the ideal relationship and have a very concrete picture of this ideal relationship. Mutual aims in life are very important to them. They do not like compromising and would rather remain alone. For the partner, it is often a challenge to have a long-term relationship with a Groundbreaking Thinker. Groundbreaking Thinkers need a lot of space and diversity or otherwise they become bored and feel cramped. Types who are rather more traditionalistic often have problems with the willingness of Groundbreaking Thinkers to take risks and their often crazy, spontaneous actions. However, if one can summon up sufficient flexibility and tolerance for them, one will never be bored in their presence and will always have a loyal and faithful partner.

Adjectives which describe your type
extroverted, theoretical, logical, spontaneous, rational, innovative, intellectual, open, independent, curious, enterprising, analytical, clever, enthusiastic, venturesome, inventive, energetic, sociable, optimistic, non-conformist, creative, freedom-loving, charming, able to get enthusiastic, self-confident, communicative, capricious, inconsistent, outgoing

These subjects could interest you
documentaries, books, talks, museums, computer, Internet, strategy games, politics, drawing/painting

i always find them interesting , haha. and that person who blogsearch-ed, hello (annoying much, yes)

i fell asleep, for 20 minutes. and i dreamt that i was in a drama production, someone stole my seat at McDonalds, i slapped a cousin real hard on the face, i was doing my exams, i was at esplanade with a lot of people, and someone called me and told me she was raped.

and i swear, i'm not lying.

Walk into the light,
giving into something you don't understand

Greenhorn Productions is pleased to announce Seattle’s DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE will be performing live in Singapore for the very first time on 12 August 2008 as part of a worldwide tour in support of their groundbreaking new album Narrow Stairs, which debuted at #1 on the US Billboard Top 200 Album Chart.

Death Cab for Cutie's rise to Grammy-nominated rock quartet is one of indie rock's greatest success stories. This one night only Singapore gig marks the band's first ever performance in South-East-Asia and promises to be a spectacular evening at the Esplanade Concert Hall on 12 August 2008 at 7.30 p.m.

Tickets are at $68, $88,$108,$128 and $148 (excluding Sistic booking fees) Visit SISTIC (www.sistic.com) from 27 June 2008 for all ticketing details.

anyone else going? haha :-)

the laptop fxcked my ipod, and my 30gb worth of songs and videos are gone.
very, very, sad.

i realised that whenever someone ask me how i'm doing and stuff, it'll totally set me thinking, and most of the time i'll just say 'oh, im ok' even when i'm not because that person prolly dont really give a fxck.

and there's someone whom i really really need to talk to right now.

slain punset

Woke up at 8 today, sent my parents and my brother off. Only had 4 hours of sleep so i forced myself to, get some more sleep. Eventually, i fell asleep up till 2 o clock. I was sleeping on the sofa, and my body's aching from last night's Plainsunset, which was awesome by the way, with the exception of those brainless people and being squashed in between two fat guys. Oh yeh, one week to exams, and i'm only prepared for econs and art.

shit.

comfortably, numb

Comforting Sounds

indeed

I don't feel alright in spite of these comforting sounds you make. I don't feel alright because you make promises that you break. Into your house, why don't we share our solitude?

Nothing is pure anymore but solitude. It's hard to make sense, feels as if I'm sensing you through a lens. If someone else comes, I'd just sit here listening to the drums.

Previously I never called it solitude. And probably you know all the dirty shows I've put on.
Blunted and exhausted like anyone. Honestly I tried to avoid it.

Honestly.

Back when we were kids, we would always know when to stop. And now all the good kids are messing up. Nobody has gained or accomplished anything.

well today i managed to study a little bit of econs, i need to move on to mob or poa soon, before it's too late.

explosions in the sky

This great evil - where's it come from?
How'd it steal into the world?
What seed, what root did it grow from?
Who's doing this?
Who's killing us, robbing us of life and light, mocking us with the sight of what we might have known?
Does our ruin benefit the earth, aid the grass to grow and the sun to shine?
Is this darkness in you, too?
Have you passed through this night?

Up-C Down-C Left-C Right-C ABC + Start

tight shit, haha

oh, hello

somewhere along in the bitterness

the morning after
rampage
feeling really really happy
carefree days
two double o seven
rfw
secondary school
the good days
feeling really really awesome
school
my classmates
the cousins
taking pictures
tta
the good life
two double o six
grandfather
asy
haz
dickhead,
altogther
east coast
the east
jamming
semangat core
sanchia
home

...

(well it goes on and on)

what an unproductive day

He's living next to rails. He can tell you things of different cars and trains. Now he's trying the whole day to switch off time by causing train-delay.

Not a word to compensate. Not a sentence to describe this desperate state. Not a Picture to compare. We step into a room of opaque air.

Could be enough if only we are pilots once a day.

hello friend-who-cant-reply (hee hee)

tried to study abit today, at woodlands library. wasn't productive at all! feeling restless, i ended up reading The Undercover Economist and falling asleep. I feel all weird tonight, wow

i'm getting getting getting hold of myself
i'm getting getting getting hold of myself
i'm getting getting getting hold of myself
i'm getting getting getting hold of myself
i'm getting getting getting hold of myself

sanchia

L

i feel like such a loser, seriously

holding someone's hair back

it's a surprise you haven't caught on yet
it's nothing personal you're an embarassment

don't cut me out

this sucks more than i thought it would