ccb, !!!! just a little angry. that's all.

if everything could ever feel this real forever,
if anything could ever be this good again

oh hi there i'm feeling good and happy now, ha ha. went to baybeats on friday, and saturday. bands worth watching are typecast, force vomit maybe, leeson, cardinal avenue and fxckin' faspitch!! ok electrico isn't that bad either cause amanda is too hot. anyway the place was infested with mats and scenekids wearing printed hoodies.

i'm not allowed to go to baybeats tomorrow for some apparent reason ugh, !! am probably going to wake up late tomorrow and then i'll take out notes to study and shit but i'll end up doing something else as usual. and at the end of the day i'll pretend that i've covered enough for the day and i'll go to bed feeling guilty oh wtf am i talking. kk i'm tired bye

SHOULD I BE SORRYYYYYY, COULD I BE SORRYYYYY hahaha

close my eyes and i count to ten..

oh shit

will you ever learn

so what's the point in all of this when you will never change? the days have passed the weather's changed. should i be sorry? the love, what about them?

throw it all away

danial affan, danish irfan sahputra, dina erina

fear of commitment?

i'm dead beat, today's great except for the early part of the day. mass skipping was so fxcked up i swear. thought today's going to be a bad bad day but it turned out otherwise. the visit to the parliament house was interesting. the ministers were having a sitting and they were debating about the possibilities of a by-election within the next few months to fill a vacant post and the ammendment of an election law.

one of the things that i clearly remember during the trip there was the ministers who were minding their own business while some other member of parliament is speaking. some of them were using their mobile phones, some of them was in deep thoughts (aka sleeping), and some of them were even reading some damn magazine hahaha. can't really blame them because the sitting could last for hours, sometimes up to eight hours.

and we're lucky enough to see the three most powerful person in this country, from the prime minister to the senior minister and even the minister mentor.

okay on a different context some people are just too immature and they don't realise that some of the comments they make doesn't seem to be funny at all. it's not about the weird sense of humour this time, it's about being insensitive. some of us should really think before giving unnecessary comments. these could actually spark off some fxcked up arguments that may lead to violence, i'm shitting you not. so think before you speak.

peace

lack of colour

hope by phyllis

picked up this habit of taking a nap when i'm home after school till around ten, and that's when i'll wake up and maybe drink some coffee and finally try to complete some assignments or..study. i'm halfway through the national day rally speech printed copy. full nineteen pages long but i'm only at fifteen and so far, i find it pretty interesting. it's interesting to read what the prime minister have to say about the current situation in singapore. there are bits and pieces that are related to econs too so i think it's a good read, don't be lazy.

field trip to parliament house tomorrow, i hope it's not as boring as it sounds. i'm going to cover globalisation for management of business tonight cause i don't think i'll be able to cover the whole topic tomorrow cause i'll probably be too tired or something. i have to get a decent c grade, i have to. i'm going to focus a lot of mob and econs cause i know accounts is a total goner.

on a different note, happy birthday sister :-) i left you a card somewhere near the laptop (if you still haven't notice by the time you read this ha ha)

tc

Running up that hill

.. some people just can't take sarcasm. this week's gonna be a short week with ACES day and teacher's day celebration. i have to go back to school for three days during the holiday for some two-day art workshop with salleh japar on monday and tuesday followed by expert sharing on presentation on wednesday. i've probably said this but i really really hate expert sharing, fxck.

i've completed a couple of assignments except for gp, just a short intro about singapore being a cosmpolitan city and bla bla, i'm feeling lazy. i'm tired as well, but i can't sleep. tried to sleep at nine but.. failed. medicine.pls.i.need.sleep

life's a bitch bye

yeh, comfortably numb

TURNED INTO A BRIGHTER MESS

i'm not being selfish, i'm facing some major problems too. you're not alone, you know.
it's a sad thing that they don't realise how much we love them, aye
the consequence is less than the happiness you bring to me

gosh this is so fxcked up, sorry

hi i'm just here to tell you that my card is screwed and i can't send text messages or make any outgoing calls. i'm still able to receive texts and answer incoming calls tho.

(so call me instead)

PEACE OUT

SOMETIMES I THINK THIS CYCLE NEVER ENDS

i'm feeling sick, the weather's a little bit weird the past few days. one moment everyone will be freezing to death and the next moment it's hot like maddog. that totally fxcked me up. okay moving on.. i'm getting a new pair of school shoes tomorrow, finally!! i love my jack purcells, even though there are holes everywhere and my socks tend to get wet easily when it rains.

slept quite a lot after school just now, still feeling sleepy. watched a little bit of olympics , taekwondo. oh believe it or not i'm a tkd blue belt, red/brown tip mothafxcka! ok let's watch america's next top model finale now..

CEILINGS

You want a car with a clean interior. I’ve been far but it’s never been serious. Take your time to arrive. We move slow down the roads with the lights out. You whisper soft, if we’re lost don’t turn around. We’ll take our time to arrive.

We watch the sky from the side of the interstate and recite favorite lines from the songs that play.
We took our time to arrive. Where we are, there are no ceilings where we are. I could be anywhere
as long as I’m with you & when you look at me, I believe.

i'm so depressed i'm listening to the academy is... 40 steps. unkempt and overcaffeinated. i walked the forty steps to the moon. you met me

you say you don't believe in science, you're always ashamed of what you're willing to lose. i will follow you anywhere. but where were you that night? when I was...

miracle sun, stay with me tonight

haha, i miss skins

today was good, it's been raining since afternoon. very humid at first but it's not that bad now. i have a accounts test tomorrow and management of business assignment to complete but i feel really lazy. the weather's too nice, haha i shall study and do my assignments later. fo shiz.

you'd be like a god to us ,like a fool's healer, like a tarot card reader. never gets right, if you throw it all away

IF YOU THINK ABOUT IT TOO MUCH YOU'LL
START TO THINK THAT IT MATTERS

i'm a scapegoat and i draw white lies from red blood cells with cheap wine in them. i'm just lonely and i'm a friend. i've seen it coming, you're probably going to avoid talking to me for some time hoping that i won't remember what i've just asked, :-)

ughhh fxck disambiguations

APPALLED

12 14AM
CHECK:

i took a nap just now and i had a wonderful dream. i had a girlfriend and i felt really really happy and comfortable. (and as if it wasn’t beautiful enough, the girl happened to be someone whom i like, ha ha ha)

but the thing is, this is not the first and i doubt it’s going to be the last time. i’ve had a couple of similar dreams before. i’ve never believed in dreams cause in my opinion dreams are just things that goes through your mind unconsciously (while you’re sleeping), if that makes sense. it’s just like, day dreaming except that in this case, you’re sound asleep

nightmares. to me, nightmares occur when there’s something bothering you. for example, when you’re in a dilemma or you’re facing some major problems in life, you tend to think too much, and that triggers the nightmare button. it’s just you, thinking a tad too much having all these wild thoughts that altogether creates a horrible dream called nightmare.

dreams will never come true, but if it does, it’s merely pure coincidence :)

hahahahaha ok i sound so, funny..this post should be taken light-heartedly, ok ?

My brain's repeating
"If you've got an impulse let it out"
But they never make it past my mouth

THE ATLANTIC WAS BORN
TODAY & I'LL TELL YOU HOW
( i need you so much closer )

so they started off with bixby canyon bridge and wrapped up with transatlanticism, and everything felt surreal. i'll never forget the fact that ben gibbard look so thin in real life, and that i was breathing the same air as death cab for cutie in the concert hall just now.

they played around 20 songs, i think and it was totally worth it although i sat beside this girl who was probably high on weed or something. but it was all good and fun, i love how everyone sang along when they played i will follow you into the dark. got a little emotional when they played some songs. i love it when they played transatlanticism as the last song.

in short, i love today DC4C FOR LIFE

i am a h_ppy kid

they say a picture speaks a thousand words, so tell me..

TODAY, 9TH AUGUST 2008

i'm not psyched up for dc4c anymore, i'm not.. i'm not.

ALL AT ONCE

i'm home early, again. the weather's nice for once. oh i wanted to wear something nice for death cab but i feel super lazy so i shall just wear a pair of jeans and a t shirt.. haha (ok sorry, a little but too excited for death cab)

i feel very happy today :-) but school was boring, gp and all three h2 subjects in one day. anyway, i need someone to help me out on principles of accounts, srzly. anyone interested in forming a study group? hahahaha

dude, i'm staying in millennia institute

the sound of settling

a little bit weird in school today, i don't know why. invited to a wedding at some church in september. half a mind to skip school today but it's a short day anyway, why waste attendance. bought food from the cafe during poa, no coffee for me today. pe wasn't so bad, just a little waste of time that's all.

i'm going to the esplanade straight from school next tuesday. i shall take a shower in school first, after gp. in the morning i'll have to do some expert sharing presentation about willem de kooning. covered jackson pollock this month, for art. jack the dripper, yo.

i have poa test tomorrow, totally pain in the ass. but you probably won't care so go to sleep and wake up the next day with an answer/excuse

peace out

camera obscura, sure or notttttt?

FOR THE HOPE THAT

BURNS IN YOUR EYES

I feel tired, much more than i usually do after school. maybe it's just because today's a really long day, and the weather sux and the coffee didn't work today. maybe.. maybe..

debate today suxxx, new malay teacher calls me danny and i really really don't like it

THERE IS COMFORT 

IN THE SOUND

well, i cleared my 2.4 and pull up station today.

the MOB lecture video better be deleted soon.

i felt stupid, haha. school was okay.

dc4c in a week's time, yehhh!

you know, i miss..

playing battlefield

no shit

i promise not to be lazy this time. i'll upload the pictures of 2nd of august's flea market up on a new flickr account as soon as possible.

patience is one man's strength 

//EDIT!!!

http://www.flickr.com/photos/mimart/

most of them are candid shots. and i don't remember taking most of the pictures cause my camera was passed around like mad dog hahah (especially the over-exposed pictures hee hee)

my name's not diana. or danny.

hi, onethird

ok it's much more difficult than i thought it would be, haha i'm quite satisfied with this one actually. 

so, come down to plaza singapura tomorrow. go to the tentage right outside starbucks, there'll be a flea market. starts early, ends around 9pm. 

styrofoam plates

which much power, comes much responsibilty

(haha)

i really really can't wait for the 12th of mahfakin' august cause i'll get to see death cab for cutie, hehe. it's a holiday on the eleventh, so i'm quite happy. anyway i wonder when's be yourself day..

today was nice. lunch with the parents and sister after school, felt great. thank goodness it's friday.

MI mart outside plaza singapura tomorrow, come down and say hi and i'll love you forever and ever

peace out