it gives a sign of what i'll find

ran about 4km and played squash with the father in the morning, damn awesome. squash every saturday morning , yes? it's raining now and i'm going out with the family, been a long time.

hello, sanchia

mhmm

i dreamt that i got myself a..

no shit!

eye

dis a ppe ar

not healthy, really

Yesterday, out with sha hakim jaz zara and audi. Wasn't feeling too good at first, but after settling down and stuff at some, place at haji lane (?), things got better. Sheesha, some finger food, and great company. It was nice because i'm able to put everything aside, and just chill for one day. Something that i really really needed.

SEL camp tomorrow, and everyone's not looking forward to it cause it's not really the fun kinda camp but more like a camp on a serious note? What a great way to start the holiday with, aye. Fuck.

4rt

completed and submitted one of the art assignments
fifteen minutes before it was due, thank god

what it feels like to be awake, just to know that nothing is real

Went to ngee ann poly for tta's gig, it didn't go that well. partly my fault too, sorry. Headed home straight after that from ngee ann with yasser, and talked. It's nice to actually get to talk to him, cause it's been a long time ha. After talking to him about school and shit, i just realised that i'm in a fucked up position. Make it or break it. To be honest, i'm not really doing well in school. mid years is coming, right after the june holidays. It's good that i don't have to wake up so early, or come home only at 11 after school. But i can't really take the holidays for granted, but i don't think mugging everyday is a good idea. Time management, perhaps? (i suck at time management tho :/) I chose to stay, so i shall bear the consequences. Fail with consequence, lose with eloquence and smile.

I miss the bunch quite alot actually, i'm pretty glad i got to see all of them today. I miss the post - O level holidays. We could do whatever, whenever we want. Nothing else is in our mind except for getting money and having fun. There was nothing we need to worry about too, except for our results but that's a different case, you should get what i mean. The gigs, madjack, etc. Life was fucking great at that time, i swear. But that was until i receive the sms from MOE asking me to report to some freaking school at fucking seven thirty in the morning the next day.

It was at like, 6 18 am at that time. I read the message over and over again cause i really couldn't believe it. Everything went crashing down. Wasn't in the best mood on the first day of orientation, came late. But i made really great friends though. That's the best thing about school now. It's too late to regret, and since i'm already in this school i shall just make the best out of things, give my all. Anyone interested in study outings during the june holidays?

yes, life's a bitch.

but we, can make things happen
what i really need now is someone, who believes in me, and give me the courage to move on.

narrow stairs

This week is probably the best week of school ever, for me, because monday was holiday, i was absent on tuesday, today's a god damn short day, tomorrow cip day at jurong west primary till 1pm, friday's another short day. I am super duper glad that this is the last week of school. Even though the june holidays is for us to prepare for exams and not to throw all our books aside and waste all the time doing stuffs which doesn't benefit us at all, it's better than normal school days, ha.

Today during the home tutor period we were told to plan what we're going to do/study every single day during the holidays. I don't really plan things but i guess it's good for me? whatever it is, i find it difficult to actually, plan.

I received my Subject Tutors' Report today, and i'm glad that all of the remarks by my subject tutors are positive remarks. Except for that one part by my mother tongue teacher, about getting distracted by playful peers and shit, ha! and the total number of assignments handed in for mother tongue, *^%$#

All the best to tta for tomorrow's gig at ngee ann poly's atrium. I can't go on stage and play but i'll try my best to come down and support, heh. Thanks Hafiz and uh Amos (whoever you are, hahaha) for filling in. Hope everything goes on smoothly, and god bless you all (haha)

till next time?

fail

whatever happened, i dont know

wallister

right so this week, isn't that bad. assignments are manageable, but the projects, sigh. econs test just now and it wasn't that bad, i think i can get better than twelve this time.

i have GP mid years tomorrow and i can't wait to get it done and over with.

i'm just like you, i know you know

Now that it's all said and done

i'm sorry i have to put it to an end, cause i know i can't hold on any longer.
and thanks for understanding, thanks for everything.

pw

I've just submitted my MT project work proposal, what a pain in the ass. I still have 2 accounts assignments to complete and i'm tired. Friendly against NYP yesterday, and it wasn't that bad. That one teamwork goal makes alot of difference. They played rough, we kept cool. We played extremely well in the third period but, it's a little bit too late though.

National Library after that, the weather was hot as hell. Met Shersha, thanks for everything! Madi was at the library too. Did the introduction and a bit of feasibility, and i couldn't take it anymore cause i was really really tired. Imagine having training all the way at kallang till damn late on friday, reaching home only around 11 and waking up early the next day for the friendly match. Walked around a little bit with Sha after sending Madi off. Went home to an empty house.

5 stations tomorrow, i don't know if i can make it. Assignments assignments assignments, all. I need to complete my poa bad debts, and text my dad about later.

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