remember, cause that's all you can do

"Maybe we, why don't we sit right here for half an hour.
We'll speak of what a waste I am and how we missed your beat again"

fucking cough and flu making me feel like total crap. i'm going to get underoath's survive kaleidoscope dvd tomorrow. and i'm going to spend every single day for the next couple of weeks watching it until school re-opens cause i'm a loser.

i'll scream right in your face and give you the one-finger salute, if you were here

a cover of death cab's i will follow you into the dark, one take only kinda sloppy but nontheless.. hope you like it hahahha

looks as if i was crying hahahahah

i've been staying up damn late these few days, waking up only at four in the afternoon most of the time. i have no idea what to do this holidays and life is getting way too boring. i'm thinking of withdrawing from millennia institute too by the way. 

i really ran out of things to blog about fuck okay bye!!!

take care, S

Like the ocean and it's tide

today was a long day and i spent quite a large sum of money, but considering that the day turned out surprisingly okay, it doesn't really matter. caught up with good ol' friends whom i haven't seen for ages at jalan kayu for some teh peng and bandung, had a nice chat with them. see you guys again soon!

finally met someone, whose house is deeeep inside the area, after so long. it was a little too short but at least i got to see her with short hair for the last time, right? ha ha yeh anyway thanks for the bracelet i'll make sure that i don't lose it anytime soon, heh :-)

and the words written on that piece of paper from my tiny moleskine sketchbook.. came right from the bottom of my heart and i'm pretty sure about it so you don't have to second-guess it. but you were being indifferent when i talked about it after that, so i guess i've failed miserably but at least i've clearly stated stuff that i've always wanted to tell ya

g'night

and i will carry on..

quote

Oh, Life.​
You'​re so full of surpr​ises,​ silli​ness,​ and somet​imes,​ stupi​dity.​ You silly​ Life,​ you. Get off my lawn.​

(haha)

haha fxck it la i don't care anymore

everything we had (is no longer there)

trust me when i really mean it when i said that it'll mean more than everything in this world. srsly.

ok bye get well soon sanchia :-)

i am

fxckin' dissappointed

And if I ever had a chance to tell you what this meant you would never believe me

So here we are with our heads in the sand,

And all I ever wanted was for you to be proud of me,

All I ever wanted was for you to care

Because now I don't feel so real to you

When all we are has turned to dust

When all we are has ceased to exist

Just remember, we wanted it this way

- dust to dust 

bury your dead

hi all my friends you guys should just forget about taste of chaos because atreyu's not playing and the venue's changed to DXO so.. you have to be eighteen. 

OUTRAGEOUS