How About 10th february? hahaha

those kinda colours, will do hahahahha :-D

Glamorous Indie Rock & Roll

I never liked any of the killers' song, but their latest album which is a compilation of rerecorded B-sides, rarities, covers and remixes is totally, awesome! More of electronica, Athlete/Mew feel. I'm hooked to sawdust, haha!

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argh, ok i'm very close to getting it. very.

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Endless Journey to the sun and back

those are a few of the pictures i took during today's photog session with Khairul, Kelana, Hazrul and Asyraf. click here for more :-)

The reason for the lack of proper entries is simply because, there are just too much to say and I dont really feel like pouring everything out on actappalled cause, some things are meant to be kept a secret, yeh.

Ok so, i'm turning 17 in around 10+ days. And it's not a good thing, really. I wanna be 16 forever, or 14. Older, more responsibility. I'm just not ready to be a seventeen year old.

On a lighter note, i want jellybeans and a decent pair of earphones like the ones from Shure or something, but shure(s) cost an average of like, 200 bucks. So, anything decent like the 20 bucks sony earphones is good enough for me :-) heh. Oh and i want a watch cause my 7 year old watch just fucking died on me, a nerd watch @ calculator watch will do. hahaha!

ps: thanks hazrul for the treat, haha! and thanks kelana for the shirt, tho its fucking huge but soaking in hot water will do. lolol

Cartoon Music For Superheroes?

hahaha project lo-fi, click here

rocky rocky rocky

i think i know who, haha wazzap

I'm feeling alot better today, thanks to all of you who cheered me up, haha! I've made my decision, so let's just wait for the posting results :-) to everyone else who're still in dilemma, take your time and think thoroughly. Three more days to go! so chillax yo, hahaha.

the sting

Oh no here comes the sting
I hope I wouldn't feel a thing
The bliss that life could no longer bring
The songs that I could no longer sing
I'd always thought that I could never break
All the rash decisions that I had made
All the risks I wished I wouldn't take
Now I cogitate on my mistakes

Now I know it's all my fault
Now my machine has come to a halt
There's no compassion left to spare
Cause the world just doesn't care about me anymore

Hey now come look at me
I'm at the corner standing free
See my blood flow endlessly
Nothing in this world would be free
Oh no here comes the sting
I hope I wouldn't feel a thing
The bliss that life could no longer bring
The songs that I could no longer sing

Now I know it's all my fault
Now my machine has come to a halt
There's no compassion left to spare
Cause the world just doesn't care about me anymore

Now my machine has come to a halt, There's no compassion left to spare

Okay so I got LIB4, 16 but both my physics and chemistry is E8 and that means I have limited, or almost no choice of (poly) courses left for me. I'm very very disappointed, I wasn't mentally prepared for this at all. I'm more than disappointed, i just cannot describe how or what i am feeling right now :-/

help?

Nerwowy

My hands are cold, my feet is cold, i cant breathe properly, i have super huge butterflies in my stomach, i feel like vomiting

all because it's less than 2 hours away, ahhhhhh!

Don't we all want to learn some patience,

So today I tried some, stenciling and it doesn't look that nice cause I don't have the proper materials for it. I'm gonna get the materials this weekend, if my results are satisfying enough that is. Anybody else interested in stencils?

Don't we all want to praise our existence

And I don't want the world to see me, 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand

by all accounts, you should be perfect.

but i'm sorry, maybe i'm just scared

When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

Rejoice? hahahaha

24th Jan, O level results

:-)

Amazing Still It Seems

I ran out of things to blog about, this video is amazing tho haha

Now I'm Picking Up The Pieces

53 visits today, you must be shitting me
Danni Sixx, hahahah

I'm Too Young To Worry

starbucks, kills your throat (just like how the following post will kill your braincells)

This Tragic Affair

After all those things that I've heard about my band, it makes me more eager to perform on the 15th feb. I mean like come on, if you don't like our band, why not email one of us or just talk to us in person and tell us why so. Talking behind our back (thinking that we're oblivious about it) won't do anything good right?

It's going to be my first time performing in front of vistarians and after all those things that i've heard, i really really can't wait to perform our set. I hope i don't screw up and tarnish TTA's reputation. If i fail to live up to their expectations, l.g fuad! hahaha ok kidding! I mean, if we still fail to live up to their expectations, we shall move on from there and learn where we've gone wrong, and work on it.

or maybe it's just because of biasness and jealousy, haha who knows. School politics.

Ok about our demo/recording, I'm sorry if I've not been contributing or doing my part. Writer's block babe, hahaha excuses! I'm happy to see that every member is eager to move on and go on to the next level man. I'm sorry, i think i'm the worse frontman ever. heh. I'll do my best to do my part in the band. Thanks to Syafiq man, who've been working very hard to bring us up to a whole new level!

Slow and steady, :-)

The Morning After

Okay so now about The Morning After, haha. Wazzap! When's the next session? everyone seems to be busy :-/ we havent had one proper session after prom. But it's okay i guess. I think it's the period of time where everyone's busy settling down and doing their stuffs. I'm sure one day we'll be able to work together and move on too!

Haha i may be kinda busy with This Tragic Affair, i promise (cross my heart, hope to die poke a needle in my eye) i won't neglect my reponsibility in TMA. All of us are kinda new, so let's progress slowly. I'm really keen to see how far we can go together cause TMA's a totally different kind of band, genre wise and just the band itself. I'll do my best to bring us up to a new level too. Ooh Ass rough, guitarpro tabs dude! see you guys this saturday at Ngee Ann poly, after NP we go lepak talk cock continue the 'shadow of the day' saga without hurting anyone's feelings like what we did last week. hahah cheer up emo_kid11!1!

Hey, we even have one groupie who's willing to give free tits flash man, Khairul Anwar hahahha ok gross kidding la.

hell yeh, let's work together dude(s)! friends forever la. hahhaa so cliché.

till next time :-)

:-/

that's the best i could do, so far

Today Is Gonna Be The Day That They're Gonna Throw It Back To You

it was the day, i made a crucial decision

okay today is a calm, cool day. Syafiq's house to try out a few of his new guitar pedals and stuffs like that. The stuffs that syafiq wrote in the notebook (which is meant to be lyrics for our demo i think) is way too emo la, hahaha kental.

oh my mother have serious mood swing, whooo. It's in the genes, i guess? hahahahahah!


hahah ok i just did something daring which is, posting my self-potrait on flickr and sending it to 2 'rate me' pools. the first comment was 6/10 and i was laughing at myself cause i wasnt sure what i was doing either.

G'day Mate

after 2 hours plus eating at madjack, which made us look like we're 5 months pregnant, and a little mad so we took more pictures.

like these:

hahah ok that's all, i think.

ive just checked cambridge website. here's what they say,

"Examination results for Cambridge International A Level, O Level and Cambridge IGCSE from the November 2007 session will be released to staff at Cambridge Centres on Monday 21 January.

Cambridge Centres can access student results online, and in confidence, via CIE Direct over a week before they arrive by post."

so this means that our results will be released around 28th? i think 22nd is abit too early, let's just prepare ourselves mentally, shall we :-)

17 aint so sweet uhm..

I'm turning 17 in less than a month's time,
like whutt>?

shit i need to grow up

Silver Bullet

Abandoned houses are illusions reaching
its end; wind and rain and time root for the ground - They
have the calmness brought by defeat

so the reunion went really really well and i swear friday (plus eighteen minutes of saturday) was one of the greatest day ive had, so far. the reunion didnt really go as planned but it sure was a blast especially during the later part, hahaha. It's been so long since we've last went out together cause shawn the JCboy is busy with school, Ishaq Kelana and Hazrul are busy with work, Me and Asyraf are too busy doing some kinda work, too. The making fun of each other, the laughing at the way people sneeze to all kind of shit. it was memorable, haha. no pictures cause i thought we were going to a gig so i didnt bring my camera along :-/

saturday, TP open house. Well, kinda interesting. TP's design school, :-) it began to rain so we're kinda stuck there. went to the basement area near the design school and we kinda slack there till 5 plus. took lots of pictures, really really funny pictures. i swear im going to do an animated gif, soon! cause we took like 300 pictures man.

the day was quite cool until like, the later part near the end of the day? i dont know, I feel weird. Restless. how shitty, and everything isnt helping at all.

:-/

Something To Look Out For This Friday

all the bands, plus Bismuth! :-) tomorrow, is a great day

, i miss you

We Can See It For Real But It Doesn't Make Sense

Tired & Uninspired pt 2

:-/

ok so the actual plan today is to meet up with Khairul and Hazrul for a photography trip but I woke up at around 6 30am feeling like, shit. I don't know why, i just didnt feel good. So I decided to text Khairul to scrap the plan. It turns out that Khairul was feeling shitty too. I went back to sleep and woke up around 9 30 and realised i havent text Hazrul about it so i quickly send him a text message, and went back to sleep, again. In the end i woke up at 11 30 at it was raining super heavily, gosh i was still feeling shitty and the rain isnt helping.

sorry, dude. next week perhaps?

on a lighter note, i cant wait for friday haha

Tired & Uninspired ?

hahahhah

I feel like going to east coast every week-uh, cause it's fun and funny and east coast makes me hungry. Okay tomorrow taking peekas with Khairul Anwar the photog buddy and Hazrul the all time buddy, and oh-friday the reunion, hell yeh!

hahah like whore-kay bye

It's 2 am And I'm Occupied with..

it's 2 am, and i'm still not asleep yet. My biological clock is screwed cause i've been sleeping at 4am practically everynight. So I decided to try something different, and interesting, and cool of course.

hahaha i tried mixing songs with VirtualDj, pretty cool. I'm a fan of electronica and a little bit of house music so i kinda like it? go google up for VirtualDj and download the trial version if you want to. very very cool software. I download a couple of synthesizers simulator and stuffs but i've yet to learn how it works cause it is super, complicated.

till next time

Happy 2008 :-)

( one of the better pictures i took , bad position haha)

the new year countdown today was well spent with a couple of goodol' friends and 7 new friends, haha. Crazy bunch of people! The racist jokes, the bhutto thing, the attempt to freak people out hahahah it was fun and i actually forgot that i brought my camera until the later part of the countdown?

a couple of pictures, yo:

hahah the mexican wave

hyper cause its the new year!

happy new year to all :-)