Alison Lapper, haha

HAHA ok im finally done with my second art project, phewwww. School tomorrow, 9 15, and the first lesson have to be PE. I haven't even start on my malay essay due tomorrow, fuck. And i still have a couple of econs assignments to complete by tuesday. And floorball trainings on tuesday, wednesday (plus 2.4 run for A divs), friday, saturday. This week is going to be one hell of a week.

I can't wait for weekends though, cause weekends are usually the best part of the week, right. Especially saturdays, because saturdays are usually down right awesome! :-D Postbox this sunday, maybe. I'm kinda broke, though. ugh.

ok till next time

Get well soon

you, annoying little one
hahaha

m i r r o r s s r o r r i m

And i'll pray for you that you'll never know
What it feels like to be awake
Just to know that nothing is real
My greatest fear is that i can never
feel again
Can you feel me now, feel me now
There must be a way out of here somehow
Im not that much far away for (all of) you
Can you see me now?

correlated

last week was an awesome week, like seriously. someone pee-d in his pants, hahaha. but being at home, and being consistently shouted at for the simplest thing is freaking annoying i tell you. like i said before, my mom have awful moodswings. sometimes, staying at school till late is much better. but yeh, it's not nice to go home late everyday cause what's a family for, anyway.

school, is hectic. i suck at time management, i swear. did a couple of class tests already, but passing is not enough. gah, national library this saturday right, ?

I'm thinking of what sarah said

hectic jungle

Ok in the midst of doing my assignments, i shall take some time to post something for uhm, actappalled readers to read? hahaha. Firstly, i swear i need to catch up on my friends. Everyone's god damn busy with school and stuffs, it's difficult now. New evironment, new friends, new enemies, more obstacles.

I'm really worried about the promos, if i just scrape throught year 1, i swear i have to leave. Cause it's only the first few actual weeks of school and it's very pressurizing already, yes. And to think that i have 2 projects to be completed in 2 weeks time, CIP shit and another art project about some quinn guy.

Time travels so damn fast. Like, today's wednesday and for all i know it'll be monday already. Get it? Exams is after june holidays which is super fucked up, and i really hope the intensive training during the holidays won't really be that hxc.

Speaking of trainings, every cca have this, 'politics' thing going on and i'm seriously supper annoyed by it. And this one person is actually pulling the whole cca down, indirectly. Super annoying motherfucker. I'll be really god damn happy if he's gone but it's damn impossible so whenever i have to play in the same line as him i'll just put everything aside but i'll never ever let him step all over me. Everything has it's limits. And it takes alot to make me angry, but he's too much.

I shall continue with my assignments, and i just remember that i have GP test tomorrow.

god bless. god bless that guy, hahaha.

It stung like a violent wind that our memories depend on a faulty camera in our minds

The weekends is almost over, and mondays sucks cause the first lesson have to be physical fitness bastard. The weekends was lovely i must say. Except for the fact that i just realised i have POA homework to be completed by tomorrow. And i can't afford to not complete the homework cause Mr Fadzil was good enough to give me a chance last week for not doing his assignment. Die.

So who’s gonna watch you die? So who's gonna watch you die

Look how they shine for you

Heaps of assignments, and fucked trainings haha. I don't know what else to talk about cause recently my life is kinda, mundane. Something interesting is coming up though, in 2 hours time?

Primary school reunion class chalet. I swear it's going to be damn weird looking at how all of us have grown up, and changed. I'll kill syafiq if he forgot to bring my camera, slutz. Speaking of primary school, i remember how decent i was then. I've changed alot alot alot, serious shit.

I was a good student in school, a prefect. And I don't dare go against any school rules at all. I still remember how screwed up my teacher was last time, that old woman. One big fat liar and a lazy bum who's often down with gastric pains and severe moodswings.

Ok that old woman didn't help me much in school, my tutor didn't help either. That's how I ended up at Bowen, i guess hahaha. Bowen isn't really a good place for your children, dear parents.

ok wtf it's seven and syafiq better call me soon, fucker.

it will sink, like, fucking sink

not that i really care much about my hair but, it feels weird to have short hair
hahaha

eh serious shit, just admit that you're wrong bitch!

whenever i'm alone with you

9

Thank god this week is way better than last week. 'Cept for the fact that i have tests for almost all the subjects next week, which is crazy. I can't afford to fail any because it's included in the promo overall score :-/ ugh

I need a break man. I need to catch up with my friends really badly. How fucked up.

Why does every moment have to be so hard?

Oh the assignments, and the physical torture. School's crazy, i barely have time for anything else. Maybe it's just because i'm not used to the schedule yet.