So this is the new year, and I don't feel any different. The clanking of crystal, Explosions off in the distance 

So this is the new year, and I have no resolutions for self-assigned penance, for problems with easy solutions.

So everybody put your best suit or dress on, let's make believe that we are wealthy for just this once. Lighting firecrackers off on the front lawn as thirty dialogues bleed into one. I wish the world was flat like the old days. Then I could travel just by folding a map. No more airplanes, or speedtrains, or freeways; There'd be no distance that can hold us back

There'd be no distance that could hold us back

So this is the new year

So this is the new year

So this is the new year

So this is the new year

Summer, It's been three years since I last saw that lonely smile. Bound to be a thousand more 'till I can find a face I loved as much as yours, mi hermosa. Never would have thought you'd catch my eye across the room. Broken English, a goodbye that came too soon. Who needs words when you reply con su cuerpo?

I've been stuck on your foreign eyes, They have struck for better boy. We put your lives on our shoulders but these arms are too weak to hold us.

Dreaming 'bout some drunken melody you sung before. Verses beautiful and strange, I love that song. I am strong beneath the fold of all that flies. Haven't found all that I'm looking for. Lost your ghost somewhere in Samana. I run my fingers across windows to trace all the outlines that make up your face. Haven't found all that I'm looking for. Try and try there's no use to pretend, all I want is to see you again.

bought Reasons to Leave today, and a pair of cheap monday jeans hehe

my breakfast today, at 3 40pm

i'm back with a new pair of Macbeth Jackson and a hoodie. the trip was surprisingly okay.  

HA, i'm going to KL in two hours!! bye

happy birthday :-)

hi i'm leaving tomorrow at seven in the morning and i'll be back on monday, probably late afternoon. bye.

i can clear maps by yeah yeah yeahs on rockband on experrrtt , hahahaha yeh the one and only song so far. fucking difficult. funny how it rained all day today, damn bloody cold. i need to get a haircut soon, my hair is a little bit annoying especially the fringe

ok useless post bye

i am seeking protection against anything which might seem to be exhausting me or tiring me out. it would appear that i am seeking a life of security and physical ease, free from any problem or disturbance.

i am a leader and possibly at this tine in a position of authority, but i am experiencing problems. i am not quite sure how to handle the present situation.

being emotionally inhibited i have no alternative at this time but to be a 'watcher' rather than a 'doer'. at this time i feel as if i am being forced to compromise and stand back. but this is not the true me. deep down there is that warm 'open' person which is awaiting the moment to burst forth.

for some time now my hopes and expectations have been denied and because of this i am becoming withdrawn and introverted. continual disappointment has manifested itself in me becoming both suspicious and restrained i have become withdrawn from others and have receded more and more into myself. i seem to have lost my innate enthusiasm and imaginative nature, for fear that i may be carried away by it only to find that i am wasting my time. i am loath to trust people, as in the past my trust has been misplaced. i seem to be keeping myself cautiously aloof from others. at this moment in time my attitude is to trust nobody - until they can prove themselves to me.

g'morning it's 7:13am and i'm up not because i'm up early but it's because i can't fxcking sleep. been trying to sleep since 4 in the morning but turns out to be an epic failure now that i'm feeling very very hungry i think i shall just give up on trying to go to bed already. it sucks, really.

anyway i've been doing the same shit everyday, like wake up and then maybe go online or meet up with friends or something. and then back home near midnight, spend some time playing the guitar, play a little bit of combat arms and then try to sleep. i've got nothing to look forward to everyday thus life is getting a little bit, like a routine.

i think i should start doing something more productive like studying since school is like a month away but ah fxck i dunno. and i realised that i'm turning eighteen in about three months from now and i'm not really looking forward to it because i want to be seventeen forever bye. 

look around and you'll see that at times, it feels like no one really cares