Planned Perfection Sought In My Dreams

Well so far, the papers are way relaxed and easier than expected, even better than the prelims which was like a tight slap on my face. The papers I've sat for actually gave me so so so so much hope. L1B5 less than 20 is a little bit impossible for me but L1B4 less than 20 will do :-) I'm hoping to get and A1/A2 for E maths, ha-ha. I couldn't believe that paper 1 was that easy. while doing the paper, i checked the cover page for 3 times to make sure that i got the right paper, hahaha.

ok physics on Friday, Social Studies on Monday. Just 2 more major papers!

I'm half way there,
(and its all on me)

[edit] i'm stuck in between Coloursplash flash, vivitar ultra wide & slim, holga, polaroid, 4 x action sampler! someone tell me which one i should get first. hmmm.. [/edit]

One more? Bring it on!

Well uh.. chemistry was surprisingly easy! I am happy :-)

It's okay, it's the way we distract until the day that we die

Look mom, even Brad Pitt owns that camera!

http://www.lomography.com/blog/?id=903&referer=cover%E2%80%9D%20title=

[edit] this is so interesting hahaha someone backtrack-ed to this post. i wonder who. hmmm. Starhub maxonline user, IE user, visited hazrul's blog before mine. and then to asyraf's. visit length was 5 minutes . visited at 8:40 in the morning today. whoaa i want to know who! not that im angry, it's just, too cool? really. hahahahaha [/edit]

This Fish Is A Tough One

i woke up and i felt like shit. okay i always feel like shit when i wake up but today was the shittest. I'm having a tootache, yes a fucking toothache and i'm having a fever. I just wasted one roll of film cause i still havent get the hang of loading the film into my fisheye 2. And i think the flash and the teeth of the film is busted. This means that i have to go to Basheer, by friday. Or i'll have to go to Objectifs (singapore lomo embassy) and it's fucking troublesome so i'd rather go to basheer to get it change before the three-day thing ends.

Os is next monday, but i still havent feel any pressure. Great.

Selamat Hari Raya to all my Malay friends.
Selamat Hari Lebaran to my Indonesian friends, cousins.
Selamat Hari Raya again, to my Indian Muslim friends.
sorry i dont know how it is said in tamil, heh.

8-bit operators

So my dad said this to me a over dinner a couple of days ago, ''I think it's time for you to work on your body, tone it''

haha, oh (haha) okay?

From birth to five, you're learning. From five to ten, you're playing.

Yes, thats me on the extreme right. Black ranger, yo. I still remember, i was super obsessed with power rangers last time when i was kindergarten 1 till like, primary 3?

I used to have the whole set of weapon toys man. From blue ranger, to red, to green, to whatever. I remember my favourite one was the White Ranger's sword and the Black Ranger's Axe. I swear I actually placed both weapons at the side of my bed when I go to bed. I used to think that power rangers and all those evil Putty Patrollers were real. I scare the shit out of myself when I saw the putty patrollers at some power ranger live show thingamajig.

Okay so that was last time and thinking about those days when I was super young and naive and was a super huge fan of mighty morphin power ranger makes me happy. Cause I was a really happy kid. An innocent young kid with no problems at all. But now, :-/

By the time you're fifteen
You're never wrong
But then you turn around
And it's all gone, your childhood

When the daylight's gone and you're on your own And you need a friend just to be around

I've been busy. With a couple of things. Prelims was like a slap in the face, a wake up call. I've never felt more disappointed. I'm glad that I actually have great friends :-)

First and foremost thanks alot to Cedric dude. To be honest, i've never expected him to actually approach me to console me. And he was actually the first person who approach me. I was very um, touched. haha! Thanks alot man for caring and worrying about me. Yeh sure i'll study hard for Os. You study hard too, I dont want to see you in ITE also. Not that ITE is a very bad place but I'm sure that's not the place you want to study in, right? thanks alot friend, i appreciate you.

Thanks alot also to Rozand :-) Thanks for being there for me and cheering me up! Those text messages means alot to me, pal. I still have them in my inbox. I think it's true that I didnt put enough effort, even though I felt like i did. Yes, i shall stay strong and do my very best for the real papers alright. All the best to you too! no distractions aye :-) haha.

and Also not forgetting, my other half. That fucker number 2, Fish Xiao Min :-) Thanks for being there for me 24/7. We shall work hard together yes? Os will be over soon, one month plus to go. We shall mug like crazy fucks for only one more month and then we're free to do whatever we want :D So, dont sleep during biology, haha. Yes, i'll always be there for you too :-) thanks!

Next shall be Asyraf my study/photog/indie/everything else partner, my soul buddy. Thanks for everything dooood. Stop adding girls on myspace, ehem. hahah shit i'm dead. Yeh, thanks for giving me support. Work hard, one more month left, and then we'll go around Singapore and do whatever we plan to do. Don't worry too much about the money, haha. All the best!

and then there's Karen :-) hahaha uhm, there's just too much to say. You're lovely la. Those MMS and all, thanks :-) Ily forever la Aunty hahahhaha.

Also, thanks to Krit @ Nam, Abby, Michelle, Sanchia, Hazrul, KELANA BANANA DICKHEAD, Chong Sian, Hanafi, Stephie, Sister, Harvey, Hafiz, Wee Qian and all others whom I forgot to mention. Thanks for all the support, however small it may be, I really appreciate every single one of you. And all of you, yes ALL of you means alot to me.

Once again, thanks to everyone :-)