communication downbreak x666

i have two more weeks, okay. and i really need to think fast. stop being so annoying, i'm not in the best of moods. i'm doing my gp assignment now and i'm left with two more paragraphs and i'm off to bed.. cause i'm really tired

and i hope you call me back soon cause i didn't really mean it, sorry

//endings

he sits there, staring straight ahead, his face immobile

"It hurts," he says.
"What, your ankle?"
"Being alive. It's like walking on knives."

parents came down to school today

it was emotional, it was horrible

2 weeks

like almost lovers always do

ulcer on the upper lip

 hiding inside this horrible weather

change of art lecturer

feeling anxious

parents meeting tomorrow

school till 5 25, oh horror

haha, !!!!!

made off, don't stray

i went to republic poly for ignite! last night and with the exception of the annoying bunch of people in the middle chanting some random shit during caracal's set, it was awesome. it was wet and muddy too but fun nonetheless.

on a different note, i realised that people change, a lot. even in a short period of time.

hey rufus!

i'm going to befriend rufus tonight since i can't make myself sleep after taking a freaking long nap. i didn't intend to take a nap even. it was the medicine, which was a little bit too hardcore for me. blame it on the weather too, heh. 

gave today's beatnik party a miss cause i'm not feeling too well and i only woke up at, eight pm. i'm going to miss tomorrow's transendence for some reason. best of luck to all the performers tomorrow yeh!

my parents are coming down to school next tuesday, and that's when all hell breaks loose. haha okay i hope it won't be that bad considering that i've been a good kid in class. my grades are simply, atrocious. it's probably because of my studying techniques or i was being plain lazy before the mid years. wish me luck.

oh, ignite!

I'M SELLING THIS COOL STUFF HERE, buy la please :(

a/p/a/r/t

built on miles of hope

i signed out of school right after IRP period today. why?

(the doctor said) there might be something wrong with my liver

who are we to interfere

true enough

so it was rsc block party and weekendtrip today, whole lot of fun. i was annoyed during plainsunset's set at weekendtrip, really really annoyed. sigh, i can't really do much about it cause shit happens whenever there's a free gig at scape, for some reason (ha ha). i managed to watch the fire fight play two songs, at least. and amateur takes control was superb today, communication downbreak, 4207, sayonara supergirl, totally orgasmic. 

i went to the national library just now, and i couldn't really find books that contains information about ye shufang because when i reach nlb, almost all of the h2 students were there too. we're working on the same artists so it was like, one against more than five of them and they were looking for the same books so i gave up and ended up browsing through books on typography and i looked through a book which contains pictures of the vietnam wars to kill time.

i was annoyed when i send a couple of texts to a couple of people when i was at the library but non replied, it's not as if was too bored, it was something quite important for fuck's sake.

i'm a happy_k!d, for the time being at least

hello to you who clicked the link to my blog when you googled for 'ye shufang'  :)

i'm on tumblr, you can ask if you want

I FUCKING MISS YOU, TWAT

watched the dark knight after school today. although i'm not really a fan of, these kinda movies i must say that this one is an exception. honestly, it was awesome. worth the six bucks (haha cheapo) ! heath ledger acted his role really really well, and i'm not saying that just because he's dead.

ok, we need to talk

you pretentious fuck

i feel weird these days, for some reason. if it's because we're drifting apart then, fuck it. i shouldn't have high hopes in the first place, so it was totally my fault yeh. so what do i do now?

honestly, i don't know either

i skipped school today, cause monday suxxx

if i sit still, maybe i'll get out of here

dead, beat

i went to school today, i was in school by 7. i was pretty much alone in school cause it was only seven and no one in the right mind would be in school at seven on a saturday. i'm not saying that i'm crazy, i was in school at seven because my dad sent me to school today. today's a very very tiring day, i participated in the inter house badminton and floorball. i was in the, mens doubles for badminton and we actually played kinda well, but the final match was fucked so we ended up with silver. floorball didn't go that well, cause i had to leave halfway through two matches because of bad min ton, bummer but it was nice playing with cheryl, zai, nurul, vans and a couple of other year two students.

went to arif hakim's house after that, ate watch tv played risk. it felt real good to get to chillax cause this week's been hectic and kerrrazzyy. was home before dinner today cause eye am a good keed today :)

so right now i'm really really tired, i miss going walking around seletar like loser kids actually. cause it was pretty fun, yknow haha! i need some teh peng or something, no i feel like drinking chrysanthemum  tea babe. OK i'm really tired, bye

i wish you, would miss me (the way that i miss you)

- girl on queen street

no one bothers to read this blog, right right right?

don't we all just wanna feel alive!!

Plainsunset and ffaf yesterday. Plainsunset is, well of course, awesome. Headed to far east pavillion for ffaf after that. It was damn weird at first because there were geeks everywhere, prolly because it was organised by RGS and those geeks are probably from RI and y'know, other schools like that haha. But when ava started playing there were lesser geeks cause they either have curfews, since it's already seven (hahaha), or they were scared shitless. 

Ava's set was brutal, the moshers went crazy throwing random punches, wall of death, and some stupid hxc dancing. My body's aching now and i have bruises on my knees, elbows and my right arm. The Fire Fight played after ava, and i really really really love their set. I was kinda tired so i sat on the floor near the stage and closed my eyes and just, listen to them play their set. yeh, i enjoyed their set very much. Caracal was shiok, it's a good thing that no one moshed cause i really really wanted to just, watch them play. So it was cool.

Left the place after caracal cause i don't really like electrico much, heh. Went to 7-11 to get some stuff, Sanchia called, talked on the phone for a while :) Decided to go home cause my parents just got back, and it's not nice to keep them waiting at home so yeh. 

School tomorrow, ugh. I'm in no mood for school at all, i don't think anyone is looking forward to school anyway. Waking up at 6, and then one hour journey to bukit batok. Fucked up, very fucked up :( 

k bye have fun and see ya in school tomorrow

again

will you stay? keep this evening calm.
i'll shield you from this night.
i'll make everything alright.

will you make sure the door is locked?
we won't have to talk as long as you are here with me again.

We fold like icicles on paper shelves, it's a pity to appear this way

well yeh if you're wondering why the entries in actappalled are getting boring, that's prolly because i'm either too lazy or i'd rather post on my livejournal. so if you're interested you can ask me nicely for my lj , i really don't mind unless you're some twat hahahaha.

ok i have h1 art tomorrow and i just realised that i have alot alot alot to cover. no i don't have to do any art prep, but i need to read up about a handful of artists like lucia hartini, marc quinn, duane hanson, chuck close, rene magritte and stuffs like surrealism, photorealism and so on. those stuff are kinda insteresting actually, so it's not that bad.

and yeh tomorrow is officially the fuckin' last day of my mye, i know i'm such a loser cause i'm the only one from 08B5 who takes art and there are only 2 students in my h1 art class. it used to be 4 though, one of them transferred to NAFA and the other chap is some random ahbeng who attended one lesson only and then disappeared to bugis street or something after that.

ciao

Hold, hold, hold on
I swear I saw it somewhere
Waving, wading, one, two, three, above the wakes that follow

I know you and I know it won’t take you long 
to make me smile 

thanks arif nurhakim, 

we weren't happy now we are, right?

i read every single post in my archives, and it gave me a warm feeling inside but i feel kinda sad at the same time to know that i'm not, as cheerful as i am last time. it feels as though i'm in some shit second life or something. things are obviously different now, and i'm older. ah yes there are some, occasionally happy times but yet again, nothing compared to last year. 

i'm feeling like crap now, it's probably because of gp project. and feeling lonely. now i really really need some nice, good ol' company. 

!!!

(i'm actually listening to Daphne Loves Derby now)