as planned, until like 5 minutes..

After school was woodlands, like the end of woodlands near the immigration center with Daniel, Zai, Afiq & Phy. Honey chicken rice which was awesome, and ice teh. Pool-ed, and waited for some fucking bus for 50 fucking minutes.

tired..

i know there's something wrong,

The Semangat Core

new awesome friends, the semangat core members

Ah so i'm accepted into TP's IT school, but i swear i'd rather stay at MI. I've set my goal.

aiseh minah macam faham, leaving MI huh ?
New friends made, but old friends will never be forgotten yo!

Thambi K Seow

hahaha watch 2:15 onwards there's Tharreni the 'alerrrrmakk heeeheeehee' guy

Our spirit will never falter

OKEH i've been pretty busy since school've started. I just came back from Siglap to lepak with Phylicia, Zai, Dan, Helmy and Diki. I love siglap, but it's far as hell. Like, VERY FAR. It took me 1 and a half hour to get home man :-/ Sample lectures are boring, but kinda useful? CCA open house tomorrow!

ok i'm just god damn tired i dunno what else to talk about.

i love you madi :-)

Here's Another Sunday Morning Call

So today we gig-ed at music garage, and it was awesome i tell you. But i screwed up demolition lover cause i forgot the lyrics, hahahah soz. Sound check, did chapter 4 and it sounded okay. I felt super nervous before our set as usual, but i don't feel nervous at all after holding the microphone! Like, seriously every time i hold the microphone I'll feel like 'woohoo it's my turn now' and i don't feel even a slight tinge of nervousness heh.

I was wet all-over cause it's so damn hot on the stage, and we did well for all the songs ('cept for one that is) but it gives me a real, satisfying feeling seeing people dance/mosh and to hear people sing along to the song or cheer for us :-) it felt really really really great! thanks to all for everything, no words could describe how i felt during our set. And you guys actually knocked the stage monitor speakers off 3 times man \m/ hardcore babe \m/

Stayed at music garage for awhile to support other bands. Well some bands are really really great but there's one or two bands, bleargh. We still have a lot to improve on, next gig won't be that soon i guess. Cause i have to attend sample lectures on Tuesday already which kinda means that holidays is over. I'm okay with it cause I couldn't wait for school to start actually but then again, i won't have that much time for anything else already. Time management, i guess :-/

I'll post the links too the real gig's video/pictures soon. My neck's aching, my back's aching, I'm dead beat! till next time :-)

thanks for coming baby, i love you

Make It Happen

The day didnt start out right cause i was late for school. I woke up at 6 45, hahaha. My dad was shouting at me cause he's gonna be late for work if i'm late. And then there was a (heavy) traffic jam at PIE i think. When i reach millenia it was already 8 am, I was supposed to be there by 7 30. But alot of people were late so it's ok. I looked through the list for my name and i got into freaking Barney clan, that purple pedo dinosaur clan.

The first person i talked to was, Shaun from chung cheng high MAIN. He kept emphasizing on MAIN whenever someone ask him which school he's from. Made new friends, Elaine Nadiah Sakinah Grace Roy or uhm, the clique hahaha. Also Mariam, Gabriel the New Urban Male guy who told us the insights of working at NUM, Ben, Faisal, and like 10 more people. I dont remember their names.

Today was, 3 hours of boring talks but the clique was talking away so it wasnt that bad. And then lunch, and the ice-breaker games. Which is prolly the most fun part of today. Shaun, Dan and D was elected to be the cheer fuckers hahahha, okay the cheer 'captain'. totally totally wtf.

Ok today was a great day afterall,Gabriel and Daniel is staying at Millenia, Jeremy Ng and Habibah is staying also. I think i'm withdrawing from the appeal thingamajig. I'll think about it ..

Now My Machine Have Come, To A Halt

i'm really lost for words, ...

I wish, i wish with all my heart

GOD, NO MI PLEASE

i woke up, it was 9 30

it sucks to be forced to wake up so early, but
good morning

15th February, what a day

The Valentine's Day Rockfest, it was a blast! 3 o clock, the sound check. Like oh fuck the stage manager, Diana Quek was a pain in the ass. Like for goodness sake i think all the vocalist wasn't used to the sound system and we were still adapting to it. No, i think everyone was still adapting to the sound system there. She stopped every band only after like, the first 30 seconds of the song? I feel like stuffing carrots down her throat every time she criticize the bands. I was cursing her all the way backstage :-/

It was our turn to do the sound check, i seriously feel like throwing the mic at her face when she stopped us. arghhhhh fuck you! I felt like leaving just like that. But for the band, i kept my cool. We did a quick run-through and then we waited till like, 6 30.

The crowd was building up, it was great! I didn't expect that much people to attend the gig. The anticipation was crazy. I felt okay at first but when the gig started and when the first band played, I couldn't sit still. Walked around doing flying kicks, saying hi to random people, going in and out of the toilet, repeating the lyrics over and over again. It was crazy.

And then it was our set, fwhoa power pack kow kow hahah everyone stood up. Managed to get the crowd to the front, played our first song and there was moshing. Indescribable feeling, totally. But i think i went off pitch a couple of times cause i couldn't really hear myself so i tried to sing louder and yeh, zao sia (ugh, embarrassing). But thank god i manage to pull off the screamo part well, phew.

Thanks to all those who came, thanks to all those who support us, thanks for cheering, thanks for moshing, thanks for being such an awesome crowd!

ps: i have a couple of pictures of The Last Avenue, Famous Living Dead and Downfall Misery contact me at patrickeatworld@gmail.com (msn) for the pictures :-)

Well..

i'll blog about rockfest later :-) ok not later, tomorrow

Commercialised, much

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Valentines Day; a day well spent with schoolmates and a new friend haha. Anyway i think valentine's day is more of a uh, Single Awareness Day Full of Underage Couples Kissing aka sad fuck (thumbs up to visaisahero)

well i love you nonetheless :-) i hope everything goes on fine tomorrow! wish me luck

yeh,

FUCK

Sweeeet!

"A friend is, as it were, a second self."

thanks to all of you who wished me! thanks for remembering my birthday man, haha i was kinda surprised cause i didn't expect that many people to wish me even a simple 'happy birthday'.

So today i went out with great friends to celebrate my birthday and i had a really great time!

Thanks for the two shirts!
Thanks for the company!
Thanks for the watches!
Thanks for the mug!
Thanks for the cake!
Thanks for the treat!
Thanks for the A string!
Thanks for the wishes!
Thanks for the memories! (hahaha)
Thanks for everything!
and thanks for being such great friends!

i'm sorry if i missed out anything, cause there's like a tooth growing right at the back of my mouth and it hurts real bad to the point where i'm running fever. Gig on the the 15th and 23rd, hell yeh i cant wait! oh i want more battlefield 2 man, hahaha. get well soon, you :-)

ps: ah, you (self-centered) bastard. dont bother.

17

i feel so old, haha

like the world was crushing on you,

ok i just got back home, and i feel sick. part of growing up to be a seventeen year old, i guess. haha I hate fever and flu. The itch on my right leg is annoying enough man, fuck. and i just realised that i have a mofo eyelid bump, fuck x2

Now his wings burn to ashes to ashes his grave

after watching light of doom, i'm beginning to like iron maiden

Seize the day, or die regretting the time you lost

Hahaha yes Happy Chinese New Year to all, :-) Ah, this few days the weather's been, super hot. I feel sick, argh sore throat and shit. 15th feb gig is said to be a formal event? what the hell, no one sits on chairs in a gig. hahahah

i miss you, m

True, It May Seem Like A Stretch

oh tell me where i can get these stuffs! especially the uhm, teal shorts heh
and it sucks cause i think im having sore throat :-/

i'll miss you, love you baby

The Postal Service - Such Great Heights

how about..

hahaha, ok 'hell no?' right?

Be strong for me, And i'll be strong for you (ily)

i promise,

i'm feeling better today so i decided to do some, song shuffle quiz. haha, ! go read

1. How does the
world see me?

Hundred, the fray

2. Will I have
a happy life?

shine on you crazy diamond, pink floyd

3. What do my
friends really
think of me?

helicopter, bloc party

4. Do people
secretly lust
after me?

(back to the) 101, albert hammond jr.

5. How can I make
myself happy?

Superfriends, Mew (how cool haha)

6. What should I
do with my life?

A poor man's memory, explosion in the sky

7. Why should life
be full of so
much pain?

nude, radiohead

8. How can I
maximize my
pleasure
during sex?

map of problematique, muse

9. Will I ever
have children?

You got the style, athlete

10. Will I die happy?

don't look back in anger, oasis (yeh!)

11. What is some
good advice for me?

choose the one who loves you more, copeland

12. What is happiness?

Get in the ring, Guns N Roses

13. What is my
favorite fetish?

late night request, great spy

14. How will
I be remembered?

add your light to mine baby, lucky soul

hahaha, omg

High and Dry

:-(

Decipher Reflections From Reality?

dude, can pass buying ciggies already huh? hahaha triple power push-pop

Today was great, hella fun. Cine for The Mist with Shawn, Kelana and Hazrul. The Mist is a great movie, to me. I was expecting it to be like, some zombie killing people in the mist. I was kinda disappointed cause it appears to be some alienated bugs from the other world killing them all cause i'm not really a fan of these kinda movies, y'know?

But thank god this movie isn't like those other killer-bugs movies. It was awesome, especially with the god's vessel woman, who is kinda annoying but still, an awesome movie. The ending is kinda depressing tho, haha.

Asyraf and Syafiq joined us for dinner at the lepak corner, madjack jalan kayu. Shit things we did, shit things we did hahaha! :-O and then it was mama prata shop after that, i'm only left with 8-freaking bucks. Okay but it was totally worth it! totally. if only K and ishiq came, haha fuck.

what a great day, but those two woman behind us during The Mist should learn how to stfu.